May 31, 2005 21:27
wow i didnt realize it'd be this hard to be away from your family. i'm among friends here in abilene, but its not the same as being with your family, and jon. i miss home. i can decorate my room to give it a "home-y" kinda feel, but its not the same. i dont know how people who dont go home anymore after high school do it. i'd go crazy. sometimes, on days like these, i wonder why i left home in the first place.