May 13, 2004 04:47
ok so i admit it. i do care about my weight- that much. it sucks you know. having everyone tell you how much bigger you've gotten since you left for college. ok so kill me now. there is such a thing called "freshman 15." apparently it's happened to a lot of people, wouldnt you know... i'm not the only one!! goodness gracious. i dont know what it is but it's just really gotten to me. everyone should just keep their comments to themselves- and then i think the world would become a more peaceful place.
so in my attempt to become "unfat" i decided to drink this chinese tea thing that supposedly makes you slim. ha! let's see if this works. i gotta fit into that dress for shenna's wedding, thats my only excuse. after i get into that dress, screw dieting. it bites. if that doesnt work by then, i guess i'll be looking for another dress. at least i can go shopping if all else fails. better than sulking, crawling into the fetal position and decomposing to nothingness...sigh.. i guess i should exercise too, huh? zumba and pilates anyone?