Dec 02, 2004 18:27
I cried/almost cried a lot today.
Ill count the reasons:
1) I went to sleep in math after i finished all my work, and woke up about 2 minutes later to find becca niles, rorgan muffin, john + victoria wenning, and i think brittany ravaschier all laughing at me. I dont know why, but I didn't like being laughed at, and just the fact that they were making fun of me made me almost cry.
2) I showed Donovan some stuff in my notebook [i didnt let him read it though] and it almost made me cry, I dont know why for this either, I guess it was just emotion.
3) My dad was being mean to me and blaming any little thing that went wrong on me for about twenty minutes in the car. So i went home and asked my mom if i could stay there for the night and she wasnt all that nice to me either. I sometimes believe that my family favors my brother adn makes everything wrong for me. So I went upstairs and cried because I needed to.
And now my eyes are how they are after Ive cried, even if it was only for like five minutes. After that i just "put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they should be" -Charlie from The Perks. God, I love that kid.
I talked to someone last night, and it really made my night, lol. I was really really hyper afterwards til like twelve, and then really tired today, but that's just how things go.
-Janine