Oct 06, 2004 19:48
well lets see what is new in my life right now
well i talked to dan and he is going through a really hard time now he lost a friend due to a motorcycling accident and i am helping him cope by how i can relate to how he is feeling right now
pretty much alot of people are having crappy weeks including me
but natalie gave me good news but i dont know if i should say it here and cause a rucus but ill tell everyone eventually here at lj
umm i am at this stage right now that is just weird....
me and jesse are now friends after half a year of not even talking and i guess that those friendships are the best because you can stop where you are and pick right up ...
but at the same time i am losing a friend.. its just weird now due to the whole love triangle thing and i almost got up the courage to talk to the girl but then i decided that might be weird and shady so i didnt do it .. i wimped out ... well and now i dont know wats going to happen 735 ...
i feel like i am being hypocritical because i yelled at him for ignoring the fact but now whenever i walk past him i just kinda wish that i could blend into the wall not like the creepy way like that movie last nite i was watching but just i dont know invisible to him ....
i feel like i screwed the whole thing up when it didnt even need to be a giant thing but i cant wait to homecoming to blow off some steam .... and just party the night away but even before that i have psat which i am totally going to wing seeing as it doesnt even count right now i just wanna see wat its like ( translation: my mom and my tutor made me sign up )
so as you can see i am really just having alot of stuff going on this week and i think that this coming weekend i am just going to party and sleep and do sunday morning breakfast club but i need to organize that too....
and euro notes dont even get me started on that i also have a bio test on friday and a italian test tommorow .. i guess i updated much tonight ... later kids
o yeah ps: my bottom e string broke on my acoustic which is weird cause i just said i probably needed to go to george's soon i guess i will for new strings