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whoa be amazed.i've gone a whole month without updating.that's a big change from last year when i used to update every 10 minutes and list every amusing thing that occurred that day haha.hmm so what's been happening around here...ok well this past week was so,i don't even have a word to describe it.i guess...thought-provoking.we had that speaker come who really made me think about values and things like that.and then there was what happened with melissa,and i truly admire how strong she is.i really can't imagine...wow.umm what else has happened...idk,i'm just bored and it's raining so i'm like "hey,i think i'll update my lj."well throughout the past month i've tried this whole "being more disciplined" thing,and it's worked to some extent.it's fluctuating,but i feel like i'm starting to gain more control over what i do and how i think,which was what i've been feeling crappy about all winter.i love the spring.everything just seems better,and i'm more willing to get up and make changes.spring break was nice,it went by really fast though.i hung out with some people and just kind of relaxed.and i spent two days in the city with mich,which turned out to be really fun.i've never really gone into the city just for the hell of it,but that's what we did and i really liked it.oh! and i'm starting to learn how to handle other people i guess you could say.i'm figuring out that if i don't like the way someone is acting,i'm not the one who has to change to fix the situation when they have the problem.if you're still reading this,i applaud you.hmm and i love my friends and yeah ok bye