May 05, 2006 22:50
so i was kind of upset about my grandma and stuff when i walked into school today.but then i realized what friends are really for,so thanks to anyone who was "there".oh,and THEN i realized that it's really hard to figure out how to act in front of someone who's just lost someone close to them.i always feel insecure about how to treat them,and now i recognize that it doesn't matter the way they act,cause if they're your true friend,you know they care on the inside,but it's hard to show it.anyway,it really means a lot.ironically,i just had a great night.i had dance which was fun and then i went to sarah's house with em,michelle,and kk,which was just awesome.we are crazy,and it was nice to find a place where we could run around screaming and letting out our energy.you can't always do in front of others,ya know?