its times like these when silence is everything
- my insecurities could eat me alive.
- i'm such an emotional little fucker.
- there's so much i want to tell you, but i dont know where to start. or if i should even start. do you care? i just wish i could explain to you why i am the way i am, how my parents and my friends affected my life, shaped me, made me. but i cant.
- i hate it when you ask me how i feel, cause i never know how to respond. i feel so many things when i'm with you, its hard to just pinpoint one specific emotion. you know that feeling when you feel like everything is just zooming around in your brain and your heart and your body, and at any given moment, you could either explode or your heart could just.. cave in? it's like that. and it's such a rush. you're my adrenaline. so dont worry when all i can do is shrug and give you my stupid little half-smile. it just means i feel like i could die, right now, and i love it.
- i'm such an emotional little fucker.
- there's so much i want to tell you, but i dont know where to start. or if i should even start. do you care? i just wish i could explain to you why i am the way i am, how my parents and my friends affected my life, shaped me, made me. but i cant.
- i hate it when you ask me how i feel, cause i never know how to respond. i feel so many things when i'm with you, its hard to just pinpoint one specific emotion. you know that feeling when you feel like everything is just zooming around in your brain and your heart and your body, and at any given moment, you could either explode or your heart could just.. cave in? it's like that. and it's such a rush. you're my adrenaline. so dont worry when all i can do is shrug and give you my stupid little half-smile. it just means i feel like i could die, right now, and i love it.