Apr 29, 2008 18:13
so, we have to move in like 3 weeks and we dont have an apartment or even really one in mind yet. this could be bad, seeing as we are both really broke. we shall see i guess. hopefully this doesnt include a quick move home cuz that would be disastrous.
turns out my grandma, my dad's mom, is in the hospital and is looking kind of shaky right now. too bad i cant really go home right now because i have to work. i hope she doesnt die because, well, i dont know if id even be able to go.
my mom's mom has been in and out of the hospital as well, because her heart keeps acting up [it started when she went through chemo for her lung cancer].
i guess one of the hardest parts about having 8 grandparents is that eventually they have to go.
other than that things are going fine right now. working on just being happy and letting good things happen for once. im a good person and i deserve good things.
kevin keeps trying to reconcile with me but that is definitely not going to happen. he was an asshole to me, and it ended very very badly. but since then i have held my ground and i am not letting him get to me.
i am seeing someone new, and its going well. i wont bother you with all of the details because i do that way too much and i know that you really arent interested. its fun, he treats me well, and its not serious and it doesnt need to be serious.
i think thats enough of an update.
love.