good vs evil
Good vs evil... there is a balance to everything. Good & evil. Life, people... everything has a balance... this week I've had intense experiences with both. But, if I had to label this week.. it would be "good". Yet painful... but you can't experience pleasure without a little pain. (Some pain is nice, however) The day before yesterday I was robbed. Not like "someone broke in my house, took my silverware and underwear" but... I guy I had just met that was a friend of a friend came to my house and took 60 dollars. Evil. Depression followed, so did lack of sleep and confusion about.. many things. The day before that I was walking home and three crows flew by me... it struck a nerve. I didn't know why. Then I had a wicked dream that was based on the number three and also had a door in it... which means you can expect company. That morning I was awaken by banging on my door (three, I believe) when I was fully awake it was followed by one loud knock. I walked to the door and looked out the peep hole and saw nothing but darkness and a few fuzzy pieces of light. Something was standing there. Freaked out.. I walked back over to the air mattress in the floor and layed down.. I looked out the window and three crows flew by in a line. Some cultures, such as the Cherokee indians believe that the crow represents a guide. My best friend James is half Cherokee... and he knows alot about religon, spiritaulity, ect. I believe I'm being guided toward the right religon for me. (Which is Druidism). I don't know.. it's a long, wierd story... but there is a happy ending... yesterday after I went through a very painful day... (I got an IUD... doctor's= evil) I felt a very strong connection with James (my best friend). I told him that I had wished for a wonderful person to come into my life... and he showed up.
-=goodness=-
-=goodness=-