Stolen from: hollowrose!
things you remember about 2004, by month:
january:: i was starting the second semester of my senior year. my great grandpa passed away. i started spending more time with family.
february:: i guess it was around this time when i really started getting into going on calls with the rescue squad and went on almost every call. i started seeing my new psychiatrist and was diagnosed with bipolar.
march:: i started slacking in my classes because my world revolved around justin. *gags* i sprained my wrist fighting with mom, lol. my social anxiety got a lot worse and i was put on lithium. justin gave me a promise ring.
april:: i got a job at arbys. (if you even count that as a job since i was barely there before quitting). i had my first "car wreck." even though i don't count it as a wreck because i was parked and a guy backed into me and it didn't hurt anything. i missed the spring trip. :(
may:: big month for me.. i got engaged. and i graduated high school! had an engagement party at reno's where the waiter made justin shout out to the room that he loved me, lol. i was taken off of paxil.
june:: i helped justin's family at their church with bible school. i first started noticing things were weird with justin. (wow, things changed awfully fast) i was very depressed and not talking to anyone.
july:: all of this month was spent worrying over justin.. and crying over him.. i was still very depressed and suicidal.. it just sucked. kat and i started looking for an apartment (with no luck.) :/ i was put back on paxil along with xanax and extra lithium.
august:: i started hanging out with brad again. i turned 18! justin and i officially called it quits and he told me about norita, but we decided to stay friends. i started college. i made some new friends. went to the fair and lost about $50. :/ i decided to become a pescetarian.
september:: same ole, same ole. school was taking up most of my time. i started becoming really good friends with tonya. i got my lip pierced.
october:: went to kingsport with tonya and her family, which was a lot of fun. i started talking to justin a little more. i got my new computer. i left/was kicked out of the nursing program for bullshit reasons. brad and i played tennis a lot. (maybe that was sept.??) and he fell on his ass once so wouldn't play anymore, lol.
november:: voted for the first time! was very disappointed in the results of the election. i went to my family's house in NC for thanksgiving. helped kat with a fundraiser..
december:: i went through a relapse of the whole justin thing.. but afterwards i realized i wouldn't take him back even if he asked me. realizing that really gave me some peace of mind and i think i'll be ok with being friends with him now. i had a good christmas. my social anxiety seems to be getting a little worse. i'm going to try really hard to quit cutting. i realized how bad i fucked up with school. went with kat to get her tongue pierced.
That's all I can think of right now, but I'm sure there's a lot I'm forgetting.. :/
january:: i was starting the second semester of my senior year. my great grandpa passed away. i started spending more time with family.
february:: i guess it was around this time when i really started getting into going on calls with the rescue squad and went on almost every call. i started seeing my new psychiatrist and was diagnosed with bipolar.
march:: i started slacking in my classes because my world revolved around justin. *gags* i sprained my wrist fighting with mom, lol. my social anxiety got a lot worse and i was put on lithium. justin gave me a promise ring.
april:: i got a job at arbys. (if you even count that as a job since i was barely there before quitting). i had my first "car wreck." even though i don't count it as a wreck because i was parked and a guy backed into me and it didn't hurt anything. i missed the spring trip. :(
may:: big month for me.. i got engaged. and i graduated high school! had an engagement party at reno's where the waiter made justin shout out to the room that he loved me, lol. i was taken off of paxil.
june:: i helped justin's family at their church with bible school. i first started noticing things were weird with justin. (wow, things changed awfully fast) i was very depressed and not talking to anyone.
july:: all of this month was spent worrying over justin.. and crying over him.. i was still very depressed and suicidal.. it just sucked. kat and i started looking for an apartment (with no luck.) :/ i was put back on paxil along with xanax and extra lithium.
august:: i started hanging out with brad again. i turned 18! justin and i officially called it quits and he told me about norita, but we decided to stay friends. i started college. i made some new friends. went to the fair and lost about $50. :/ i decided to become a pescetarian.
september:: same ole, same ole. school was taking up most of my time. i started becoming really good friends with tonya. i got my lip pierced.
october:: went to kingsport with tonya and her family, which was a lot of fun. i started talking to justin a little more. i got my new computer. i left/was kicked out of the nursing program for bullshit reasons. brad and i played tennis a lot. (maybe that was sept.??) and he fell on his ass once so wouldn't play anymore, lol.
november:: voted for the first time! was very disappointed in the results of the election. i went to my family's house in NC for thanksgiving. helped kat with a fundraiser..
december:: i went through a relapse of the whole justin thing.. but afterwards i realized i wouldn't take him back even if he asked me. realizing that really gave me some peace of mind and i think i'll be ok with being friends with him now. i had a good christmas. my social anxiety seems to be getting a little worse. i'm going to try really hard to quit cutting. i realized how bad i fucked up with school. went with kat to get her tongue pierced.
That's all I can think of right now, but I'm sure there's a lot I'm forgetting.. :/