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did you ever wish you didn't know everything.
i'm not talking about knowledge or experience.
cause i clearly lack in that. i'm talking about
suddenly becoming aware of all the minute details,
right down to the very core/essence of a certain
person you hold very dear to you. it's refreshing
and terrifying all at the same time. he/she, although
speaking rather frankly, is opening up in his/her
rawest form. you start to sadden at the very thought
of the unhappiness welled up in his/her heart. and
often think of all the witty and uplifting comebacks
you can think of. but really, you even know that isn't
enough. and won't ever be enough. you've been down
that road before. you know what it's like to become
contemplative, almost engrossed and drowned by
your thoughts. every individual functions in their
own respective way. i'd often suck it up and hope for
a better day. it's worked, in the past, at least. but
i can't tell you how to live your life or think your
thoughts and most importantly how to feel. but i can't
deny that i'm suddenly saddened by learning all of this.
and not knowing how to fix it or even where to begin.
dumb as it sounds, i just want to give you a hug and never
let go. hoping that you'll become comforted by the thought
that at least one person finds you interesting and believes
you deserve nothing but the best. but even then, i don't know
if my blind faith in you that can be enough. for someone like you.
i'm not talking about knowledge or experience.
cause i clearly lack in that. i'm talking about
suddenly becoming aware of all the minute details,
right down to the very core/essence of a certain
person you hold very dear to you. it's refreshing
and terrifying all at the same time. he/she, although
speaking rather frankly, is opening up in his/her
rawest form. you start to sadden at the very thought
of the unhappiness welled up in his/her heart. and
often think of all the witty and uplifting comebacks
you can think of. but really, you even know that isn't
enough. and won't ever be enough. you've been down
that road before. you know what it's like to become
contemplative, almost engrossed and drowned by
your thoughts. every individual functions in their
own respective way. i'd often suck it up and hope for
a better day. it's worked, in the past, at least. but
i can't tell you how to live your life or think your
thoughts and most importantly how to feel. but i can't
deny that i'm suddenly saddened by learning all of this.
and not knowing how to fix it or even where to begin.
dumb as it sounds, i just want to give you a hug and never
let go. hoping that you'll become comforted by the thought
that at least one person finds you interesting and believes
you deserve nothing but the best. but even then, i don't know
if my blind faith in you that can be enough. for someone like you.