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could i possibly feel any more lost and confused?
tuesday is my first day on the floor...SCREECH!
i'm so freakin nervous
i'm so freakin tired
i really hate the fact that i can hurt people and be hurt at the same time
i really really miss everybody at home...day after tomorrow is my last free saturday...and i have no one to spend it with. i don't know what i'm going to do...i blocked it off and told my family to stay off my back...and then realized...i don't have a flippin thing i want to do...i don't think i really missed h-burg until now (and of course if i were there i wouldn't want to be)...and it makes me want to cry
speaking of crying...no..i don't know how to word it so i'll just leave it at that...i really want to cry
however...i am excited about the birth of Ethan Thomas (actually not quite sure what the child's last name is) for those of you who know becca and mark (and of course already know about the baby) i must say her baby shower was fantastic (albeit a bit early :/)...wonder who coordinated all of it...hmmm
cut my dad's hair tonight...yes he still has both his ears...but i kinda cheated cause he always gets his hair all one length and cut with clippers (you know the buzzy thingies)
i miss kat...
...a lot...
yeah...definitely the worst best friend ever...but so is she so she loves me, right?
that's all for now ladels and jellyspoons
me
tuesday is my first day on the floor...SCREECH!
i'm so freakin nervous
i'm so freakin tired
i really hate the fact that i can hurt people and be hurt at the same time
i really really miss everybody at home...day after tomorrow is my last free saturday...and i have no one to spend it with. i don't know what i'm going to do...i blocked it off and told my family to stay off my back...and then realized...i don't have a flippin thing i want to do...i don't think i really missed h-burg until now (and of course if i were there i wouldn't want to be)...and it makes me want to cry
speaking of crying...no..i don't know how to word it so i'll just leave it at that...i really want to cry
however...i am excited about the birth of Ethan Thomas (actually not quite sure what the child's last name is) for those of you who know becca and mark (and of course already know about the baby) i must say her baby shower was fantastic (albeit a bit early :/)...wonder who coordinated all of it...hmmm
cut my dad's hair tonight...yes he still has both his ears...but i kinda cheated cause he always gets his hair all one length and cut with clippers (you know the buzzy thingies)
i miss kat...
...a lot...
yeah...definitely the worst best friend ever...but so is she so she loves me, right?
that's all for now ladels and jellyspoons
me