and yo some more
feeling alot better seeing how i can kinda more or less comunicate with everyone again, litte cranky cuz my dads not letting me get my evercrack fix, ive been lvl 56 for almost a month now......yeah parental figures, wish i knew a way to cut his break lines...that wouldnt involve me losing the one car the family has that i like and runs well atm.... oh right, out load voice again ( more or less ). parents just got a new motor home today, or at least signed all the paper work for it, it gets here on friday, so i just spent the last 24 outta 30 hours unloading cleaning and repairing the old one so we could take it in today, was a trade in. all things considered im surprised i havent killed my father today, he was nothing but a total dick, yet somehow im not mad atm, must either be the sleep deprevation, or the knowledge that i should have one less thing that needs fixing around the house, at least for a little bit. hope i get a job soon, need my own comp to remove one more thing of control my father has, and maybe get outta the house altogether, my mom has said if i can take cair of my court things, and get out they arnt worried about my debt to them now, which is good cuz alot of it i had no intention of paying, since they were things they decided to do and charge me for mostly, at least my mom is mostly reasonable, anyways, ive rambled on way longer then i intended, funny how i always do that, later all, ill try to be sane next time i post.