Lost
Everything, lost. Hopes, goals, dreams, meaning, direction, will, purpose... Lost, consumed, gone forever. My only dream ever was to be able to live normal.. nothing fancy (even tho id talk of what id do if i hit the big 6 it was never a dream) just to be accepted at least as much as everyone else in this world... and yet, it will never be, all my goals ever to strive to this dream have recently been crushed... My obligation to registers going nowhere, im no fool, ive become the victim of some sic political game over public opinion because of a label some fuked up system put on me, yes i made a mistake or 13 in my thus short life, who the fuk doesnt... yet where others are allowed to live and learn from they're mistakes, i am not... I am cast aside by society as so much garbage, used, trampled, and left to rot, denied any priviledges and yet made to do the work to earn them tho they are denied... forced to live a life of constant regret, knowing only what is is to be alone and rejected... and had i killed someone after what id been threw in my youth, id be allowed to be a part of society by now... What sic fuking kinda world is this!!! I ended noones life! So WTF are those who have ended lives wrongly allowed to live more then me?! Why does our world seek to punish me endlessly for something many others have done but it was overlooked for them as "oh its just what kids do" WHERE THE HELL IS MY LIFE! It's not fair... ive had nothing to live for but vengence and make others wrong... and ill continue on that way, as life will not allow me a path in this world. I will always be forced to drag my self crawling in the trash and filth of society off the beaten road following others dreams to no end just to find some sort of fulfilment thats as empty and hollow as our justice system!!!
Not that anyone will read this but this will be my last post... it would be best for everyone if i just disappeared and became a true lone wolf, noone should have to struggle as i have, i will find a path on my own and seek to try to keep this world from makeing another me, tho i have no power to do this, its all i have... a man without dreams is truly broken.
Farewell
Not that anyone will read this but this will be my last post... it would be best for everyone if i just disappeared and became a true lone wolf, noone should have to struggle as i have, i will find a path on my own and seek to try to keep this world from makeing another me, tho i have no power to do this, its all i have... a man without dreams is truly broken.
Farewell