Jul 02, 2004 14:35
there is nothing i can do. it is waht it is and it is no more. i will cope with it in my own way. its just not as easy as some may think. the situation is something that is hard for me to deal with. but i must and i will need to. i must be strong cuz if im not she will bring me down. she wants me to be brought down. she doesnt want me to have my own choices, she never did. its all control. she thinks she can control me... well HA this is just 7 car pile up on my expressway. i will deal with it and forget it. I WILL NOT be brought down by u. u say u love me, and u do stuff for me that i will always be thankful for, but at what price? Thank you mother... once again thank you.