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today sucked. huge. I tried to stay in bed most of the day, but unfortunately made contact with a mirror which sent me into a crying frenzy. I haven't ate in about 3 days. I guess today I had 2 pieces of toast and a glass of iced tea. I'm so down lately I can't even force food into me. My mom made me mad last night, to the point where I almost screamed at her. She used the ever famous line. I hate people who think they know. "You have no reason to be sad" "You need to put in a little effort" "Just... be happy, what's stopping you" to those people.... I fucking hate you, your not me, you never will be, you don't know what I feel everyday, so step off.
So, I spent my day in bed bawling for the most part. Then hear that the hired man rolled the grain truck. So I gotta go out there and take pictures of it for insurance, call a tow truck, haul shit around, and clean up grain out of the ditch. All with my glorious allergies. My eyes were watering, I my as well have been crying, my nose running, itchy all over.
Best part, I get to haul my snotty, watery, itchy self into lethbridge tomorrow to listen to someone who thinks they understand me... and I pay to put up with it. Hah, oh I can't wait.
I love being me.
Atleast I'm skinny right?
So, I spent my day in bed bawling for the most part. Then hear that the hired man rolled the grain truck. So I gotta go out there and take pictures of it for insurance, call a tow truck, haul shit around, and clean up grain out of the ditch. All with my glorious allergies. My eyes were watering, I my as well have been crying, my nose running, itchy all over.
Best part, I get to haul my snotty, watery, itchy self into lethbridge tomorrow to listen to someone who thinks they understand me... and I pay to put up with it. Hah, oh I can't wait.
I love being me.
Atleast I'm skinny right?