Freedom... why is it so hard to attain?
All i want is to be free from crap that is going on in my life and i can't seem to do it. I know that I need to mend some relationships but the last few are so hard to mend. i got half of them fixed on sunday night at a prayer and worship event at seattle bible college. And i am not going to feel complete freedom until i have talked with 2 more people. i can't seem to figure out how to say everything i need to say though. they have prejudgments against me already and i don't know how to change that or if i ever can change there thinking. i am not a bad person i just have messed up a little. but God is gracious and forgives me and i am trying to move on. i just hope that these people are nice enough to forgive me also. yet i do know that i do not need the acceptance of man. i just want them to know how i feel and what really happened. but how can i get my point across and what ALL do i say?