here i am waiting
i think i am just about done doing hard thing number 1. i believe there is still more to come though. i am not looking foward to it at all. but i know it is the right thing to do. i have the support of friends and pastors. so that is good.
well i talked to my mom and she said that my grandpa has about 2 weeks to live without kemo therepy. and with the kemo therepy it could prolong life but not for much longer. so basicly i am going to be loseing my gramps anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months. it is really sad. i hope that God preforms a mirical here. i don't want him to die.
i was going so good with being single. really liking it. then for some reason it changed. i have been longing for someone to hold right now. someone i could cry to and lean on. i wish so much that i had it. there is this one guy that i think is really cool. but he seems to be going back and fourth on this other girl. i want to be like... HELLO I AM A COOL GIRL WHO THINKS THE WORLD OF YOU....LOOK AT ME!!!!!!
AAHHHH...when will it be my turn??????
well i talked to my mom and she said that my grandpa has about 2 weeks to live without kemo therepy. and with the kemo therepy it could prolong life but not for much longer. so basicly i am going to be loseing my gramps anywhere from 2 weeks to 6 months. it is really sad. i hope that God preforms a mirical here. i don't want him to die.
i was going so good with being single. really liking it. then for some reason it changed. i have been longing for someone to hold right now. someone i could cry to and lean on. i wish so much that i had it. there is this one guy that i think is really cool. but he seems to be going back and fourth on this other girl. i want to be like... HELLO I AM A COOL GIRL WHO THINKS THE WORLD OF YOU....LOOK AT ME!!!!!!
AAHHHH...when will it be my turn??????