thoughts
i need to keep my focus on God. Not stray to what the world has to offer...that will always pass. i just need to remember that! i registered at seattle bible college yesterday. just one class. i am looking foward to it a lot. there are a lot of good people there. this one person has decided to go also...not to excited about it. just one of those jelous things...need to get past it all.
i did a really hard thing today...wrote a letter that i have been meaning to write for a few weeks now. i don't know how i feel about it yet...or what the reaction will be...hopfully positive. i hate screwing things up. the last 6 or 7 months have included a lot of screwing up for me. and lost a lot of friendships...Anna again i just want to say sorry for ever thinking you were wrong. you have always been right with that. i was just so stupid.don't know what i was thinking.
about this letter...i have not decided exactly who i am going to give it to...i know i have to give it to the parents involved...and i want to give it to a pastor...i really want to TALK to someone about it instead of giving a letter. it is so hard to distingwish what i am supposed to do though. i really need to hear the LORDS voice in it all.
on a different note...my pastor talked about a funny thing at church last night. MARRAIGE!!! he really wants to see more weddings...ME TOO!!! my pastor is a really funny man. him and his wife sat down with me like 2 months ago and that topic came up...they were very interested in who i thought was a "good guy." they like to play match maker a lot. infact a lot fo the ladys at my church are in to match making. it is really funny. i think that i screwed any chance i would ever have with a certin someone though...just stupid mistakes!!!
i did a really hard thing today...wrote a letter that i have been meaning to write for a few weeks now. i don't know how i feel about it yet...or what the reaction will be...hopfully positive. i hate screwing things up. the last 6 or 7 months have included a lot of screwing up for me. and lost a lot of friendships...Anna again i just want to say sorry for ever thinking you were wrong. you have always been right with that. i was just so stupid.don't know what i was thinking.
about this letter...i have not decided exactly who i am going to give it to...i know i have to give it to the parents involved...and i want to give it to a pastor...i really want to TALK to someone about it instead of giving a letter. it is so hard to distingwish what i am supposed to do though. i really need to hear the LORDS voice in it all.
on a different note...my pastor talked about a funny thing at church last night. MARRAIGE!!! he really wants to see more weddings...ME TOO!!! my pastor is a really funny man. him and his wife sat down with me like 2 months ago and that topic came up...they were very interested in who i thought was a "good guy." they like to play match maker a lot. infact a lot fo the ladys at my church are in to match making. it is really funny. i think that i screwed any chance i would ever have with a certin someone though...just stupid mistakes!!!