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Apr 22, 2006 23:56

if you've ever thought of death. The motives for suicide, contemplating why you should, or deserve to die, then you'll know, that once this thought is imposed, it wont go away.
It sits in the back of your mind as an aswer to everything you are not sure about, which, in my case, is a lot. However, you need a lot of motive to kill yourself. Which is what I lacked. My motives were weak. So, these questions and the 'suicide' answer, were never serious.

but I have often wondered if people kill themselves just to silence that little voice that says 'do it. why not.' it could torment you. only if your motives were strong enough.

So, when you stand on that bridge, at night, when no-ones around, and the glassy water is swirling around below you, carrying all your regrets, your mistakes, your pains, rejcections, portraying everything you wished you'd done different, you can almost feel a presence of 'that voice'. waiting until the last piece of the puzzle clicks so they have the green light to push you? But, just before your feet leave the edge of the bridge,

you remember that you've left the iron on.
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