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I dont want to have to smile all the time, and I was the right to be moody. But people dont think I'm entitled to one. I was the right to ignore people, and to be alone without people asking 'are you alright' every two seconds. I want people to shut the fuck up for a minute without everyone exchanging glances, and shifting waiting for the slience to be broken because they don't have enough going on in their head.
I want to be able to sit still for a minute at college at my desk, without someone yelling in my ear, or kicking my chair, or coming up to me and demanding more work when I've been working all day.
I want my own opinion on things, and I don't want them trampled on because you think something different.
But... Truth is I'm too tired. Far too tired to get into an argument and have to defend my rights. I'm too tired to be silent, I may as well talk now so i wont have to explain later. I'm too tired to just block out everyone. I may as well let it wash over me.too tired to do what I want anymore/.
THISFUCKEVERYTHINGATTITUDEISGETTINGTIRESOME
I want to be able to sit still for a minute at college at my desk, without someone yelling in my ear, or kicking my chair, or coming up to me and demanding more work when I've been working all day.
I want my own opinion on things, and I don't want them trampled on because you think something different.
But... Truth is I'm too tired. Far too tired to get into an argument and have to defend my rights. I'm too tired to be silent, I may as well talk now so i wont have to explain later. I'm too tired to just block out everyone. I may as well let it wash over me.too tired to do what I want anymore/.
THISFUCKEVERYTHINGATTITUDEISGETTINGTIRESOME