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screw friends only journals. i'm no longer going to write about about personal things, well, i never did to begin with. anyway, so i'll probably be keeping this silly journal open to the public.
i procastinate far too much. i spent me entire saturday on the internet. bilal and i made fun of people, and that's always funny. ;3 and *, haha. oh well, inside yolk.
anyway, today, probably one of the last free weekends i will spend stress-free, was spent with cecilia and roberto. i spent my early afternoon with cecilia. it's nice to have that one friend you could babble all your troubles to. no one else listens to my troubles besides cecilia, nor do i care enough to repeat myself. when did i become so apathetic towards friendships?
i had a terrible dream last night. i had a dream that i went to sheena's apartment (one which was made up in my imagination), and alex and aileen were there. alex was holding her baby, and i began yelling at her. she was crying, and then she hugged me. and i felt terrible. i felt her pain. and i woke up feeling really strange.
anyway, back to my damn day, i went into the city with roberto. he's amazing, and i love him very much. he's accepting the fact that i smoke, which is great. but i need to cut down on this stupid, silly smoking. smoking is for losers, and i am apparently a loser.
i finished my a.p. biology homework, while roberto napped on my bed. he's so beautiful when he's asleep. he's always kicking in his sleep, though. i assume he skateboards in his dreams. what a cutie.
i don't expect most of you to care enough to read my useless babble. unless you love me, and appreciate my babble. who cares.
ps; what's that damn rilo kiley song where jenny lewis goes something like "i'm afraid of going to the doctor...something something...?"the good that won't come out.
i procastinate far too much. i spent me entire saturday on the internet. bilal and i made fun of people, and that's always funny. ;3 and *, haha. oh well, inside yolk.
anyway, today, probably one of the last free weekends i will spend stress-free, was spent with cecilia and roberto. i spent my early afternoon with cecilia. it's nice to have that one friend you could babble all your troubles to. no one else listens to my troubles besides cecilia, nor do i care enough to repeat myself. when did i become so apathetic towards friendships?
i had a terrible dream last night. i had a dream that i went to sheena's apartment (one which was made up in my imagination), and alex and aileen were there. alex was holding her baby, and i began yelling at her. she was crying, and then she hugged me. and i felt terrible. i felt her pain. and i woke up feeling really strange.
anyway, back to my damn day, i went into the city with roberto. he's amazing, and i love him very much. he's accepting the fact that i smoke, which is great. but i need to cut down on this stupid, silly smoking. smoking is for losers, and i am apparently a loser.
i finished my a.p. biology homework, while roberto napped on my bed. he's so beautiful when he's asleep. he's always kicking in his sleep, though. i assume he skateboards in his dreams. what a cutie.
i don't expect most of you to care enough to read my useless babble. unless you love me, and appreciate my babble. who cares.
ps; what's that damn rilo kiley song where jenny lewis goes something like "i'm afraid of going to the doctor...something something...?"the good that won't come out.