Careless
It's harder to get someone to like you if you don't like yourself, so that one human being said back before my time, this goes to say that maybe I'm not aware of how I feel about myself, if that makes any sense at all, I try to be a good friend, but time and time again I lose a friend through my poor choices that even at the time seem to not be that wise but I foolishly go w/ it riding the wave that in turn collides into our straw house which is our friendship, I don't know myself well enough, that is no excuse if you assumed so, I have turned another page in the book of my life and as I read this book I do not like what my eyes have seen, sadly there is no white-out, no select all-delete, so I can only change the outcome of this book and I hope it still involves you, if you can see past my mistakes and see that in whole I am a good person and that I will continue to try to make the right choices but they are elusive to my guidless sense of self that seems to point up which in fact I point in no direction at all because I'm tied back by mistakes, blindfolded by my own free hand, internally I strive to possibly be that one person you can look back and see that I was there, that one undeniable presence that stood by through all the bullshit, this is who I'd like to be, so tomorrow I will try again.