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My boyfriend is slowly pushing me away. HE has to move so he can go to college, and we are going to have to break up. He says that he is scared the it will be even harder on him when he moves(I'm guessing because he will have grown on to me even more by then). I am scared to death. I hate it so much. All I ever do is cry. We have been together almost 2 months, but we were talking a month before that. So really it is 3 months. I guess you can really grow attached to someone in a short period of time. I don't think I can just let him go. I don't know what to do or what to think about this situation. He left on the 12th of february to go visit his family, and he was back on the 27. In that amount of time I have only seen him for about 30 min. This is really depressing. He always makes me laugh and tickles me. He is always so sweet to me. Here lately he hasn't really been acting the same. I want to spend as much time as I can with him before he has to leave, but he is to afraid of growing to attached. GOSH!! I don't know what to do. I wish he would call me. I really really hate this........