-here's a quote.... and it's all true-

[_mml]

I wish you hadn't kissed me when you walked me to the door. I wish you hadn't held my hand and made me want you more. I wish you hadn't whispered all those sweet things in my ear. I wish you hadn't stroked my hair or hugged and held me near. I wish you hadn't smiled when I opened up my eyes. I wish your touch had not erased all your little lies. I wish there were no little things reminding me of you. I wish memories would not make me feel the way I do. I wish I didn't know that if you called I'd run right over. I wish I could be strong and smart and give you the cold shoulder. I wish you would have treated me like just another girl. Then the nights I spent with you would feel like what they were. I wish I hadn't fallen hard I KNEW you weren't for real. But I just can't help the way that being with you made me feel. I wish I wouldn't wake up sad and know I've dreamt of you. I wish I could get through a day and never think of you. I wish I could forget how you took away my fears. I wish I only thought of when you didn't wipe my tears. I wish that you had been the guy I hoped that you would be. I wish I could get over you like you got over me. I wish that I could see you for the person that you are. But the heart won't ever listen or grant wishes on a star. And I wish that all these wishes were full of honesty. But truth be told, I wish that you would just come back to me.

SAw that on Becka's journal and I thought it was so cute. I cried the first time I read it. Seems like Becka and me are going throught the same thing right now. Well kinda, dont really know. But I hope she knows I LOVE HER =)*
But I am out.

mL.*