Dec 19, 2006 22:21
My dearest,
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together, and will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come. I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately. I've read your letter through at least four times, and will probably read it more times before I'm through. I've been sitting here looking at your picture and getting more sick every minute. I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of, except, of course, you yourself. I keep thinking of you darling. I keep wishing you could be home with me. I want you to leave in the worst possible way so you can come home and I can see you, but things don’t look that good on that subject. This has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess; I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now. I'm completely lost without you darling. I never realised that I could miss any one person so much. I just hope it won't be too much longer until I'm able to be with you again, live a sane and normal life...♥