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Dec 04, 2005 14:26

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anonymous December 4 2005, 20:40:58 UTC
I like him. so much. He hurt me. and now I'm more confused than ever. Part of me feels like there's still something there and part of me thinks I'm completely gone from that aspect of his life. and it's like, I can't just outright ask him anything about it because I'm scared of what the answer will be. I want so badly to believe that he still feels the way about me that I feel about him but my hopes are shrinking. it feels like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on and like I'm chasing something that I'll never have and that my feelings will never be returned in that way again.

I also think that I've been hung up on this for way too long. and that it's now become borderline retarded and I need to stop obsessing and caring so much because obviously he doesn't. I don't want him to pretend everything is okay if it isn't. I don't want him to keep things from me anymore.

I just want the truth.

if someone is reading this and it seems really familiar, it probably is who you think is writing this.

however stupid it may seem that it's me, it is.

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