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I'm trying my hardest to not crawl back into bed. I've been doing that to often for my liking and it's getting harder and harder to fight it. I've been doing a lot of things i shouldn't be doing and there are a lot of things i should be doing that i havent yet. And there for i feel like a complete asshole. I dont want to fall in a slump, i know im on the edge of it and the only thing to keep me from falling is to just get to school but right now its seems like the hardest thing. My mind is full, i just want to empty it of its contents but nothing seems to work.
I've failed a very dear friend and it kills me. I never wanted to be that kind of person. I always wanted to be the friend you can count on and instead i was the friend i always dreaded.
I have no drive...is that it? I want to blame it on the weather but i know its the drugs. I must stop for a while. I cant let this affect me. I so hope i dont crawl back into bed.
I've failed a very dear friend and it kills me. I never wanted to be that kind of person. I always wanted to be the friend you can count on and instead i was the friend i always dreaded.
I have no drive...is that it? I want to blame it on the weather but i know its the drugs. I must stop for a while. I cant let this affect me. I so hope i dont crawl back into bed.