And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
I feel nervous, nervous nervous in a way that I can't explain. My heart is racing and I can't open my mouth to speak.
I want a cigarette. I want to smoke. I want to relax.
I'm tired of holding my head up when all I want to do is crash and burn.
I can't even begin to comprehend what my mind is coming up with, its just ideas swirling around waiting for the perfect canvas. I feel like lying down and shutting my eyes for days. Becoming reborn and waking up to a different world.
I don't know who I am or what I'm meant for and when I try to speak my words are slurred though I'm sober and awake.
"You know I love you, don't ever forget that"
Maybe I forget sometimes but I remember eventually. But I worry that I'll forget for too long and you'll be gone when I come back. I want to run, but I can't run forever. I want you next to me the entire time.
I open my mouth to speak and all I do is choke. I grab a pen and try to write but it all comes out in scribbles and doodles. Nothing comprehend able, nothing meaningful.
I want a cigarette. I want to smoke. I want to relax.
I'm tired of holding my head up when all I want to do is crash and burn.
I can't even begin to comprehend what my mind is coming up with, its just ideas swirling around waiting for the perfect canvas. I feel like lying down and shutting my eyes for days. Becoming reborn and waking up to a different world.
I don't know who I am or what I'm meant for and when I try to speak my words are slurred though I'm sober and awake.
"You know I love you, don't ever forget that"
Maybe I forget sometimes but I remember eventually. But I worry that I'll forget for too long and you'll be gone when I come back. I want to run, but I can't run forever. I want you next to me the entire time.
I open my mouth to speak and all I do is choke. I grab a pen and try to write but it all comes out in scribbles and doodles. Nothing comprehend able, nothing meaningful.