ashlyn & i want to have sex with sean paul
wow.
yesterday was amazing.
i went to rochester with my aunt nikki so she could get some stuff from bj's & the new super target.
then we went back to her house so i could hang out with matthew & hailey.
they wanted to go watch the cherry shakers..so we went across the street & watched the cherry shakers.
there was a cute guy there.. he kept looking at me all i could do was make a stupid smile.
went back to the house & left again with my aunt shari.
i got a vanilla bean coolata.
mmm. my fav.
& went to her apartment & watched god send.
my grandma & aunt nikki came over..
& we all went to friday's for dinner.
i got super super embaressed.
the waiter dude found out that it was birthday
he made me stand up.
he shouted really really loud.
something like...
"her name is carissa & she's going to be 19"
everyone clapped & sang happy birthday.
then we went to the mall
after i ate my free ice cream thing.
i got two shirts...underoath & the used. & two pairs of pants both from american eagle.
stayed until everyone in the mall kicked us out.
my aunt nikki took me to bill's work.
where i met up with him.
we were gonna go out to the club...
but we decided that we are going to go on sunday cause of the drag show at N V.
so we went to matt's house with tony best.. who i hadn't seen since he got out of school.
got high as a kyte!!
drank a few.
then we left to met vicky at show world.
tony got some nitirious(sp?)
ohhhh boy.
that was so rad.
& bill got a new pipe.
got even higher.
my ears were ringing.
it was insane.
then we went to petro.
tony & bill ate..
i had no intentions of eatting.
so i had water & lots of ice.
ohh & bill's pickles.
we dropped tony off at his house.
came back here..
i asked bill if he wanted to stay the night cause he looked really sleepy.
& because well.. i really wanted him to.
for more than one reason.
we fell asleep in the car for a second.
i woke up..
shut his car off.
woke him up
came inside
& well yeah.
like i said last night was amazing.
this really has been the best birthday ever.
& there is still one full day until my REAL bithday.
zack's giving me a party i think..
so yeah.. get at me if you wanna chill.
sunday i'm going to grandmas with ash for a family party!!
cause my family & i are tight again.
well.. most of us.
& around 10 bill & i are goin out!
<33
today..
i might hang out with roman.
who knows.
after all we've been through.. i know we're cool <3