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It's the evening, I'm finally settled in. I have some some homework to do, but for now I'm watching Sophie's Choice staring Merle Streep and Kevin Kline. It's pretty interesting so far.
Wow - I was in a decent mood while at school, now I'm sort of blah.
Somedays I wonder if my being content is more just me adapting to my surroundings.
I'm not going to get into it though.
Anyways, still broke as fuck. Luckily NCSB came in today and my OSAP papers should be in tomorrow - but I'm not going to hold my breath.
I should write more. Like, write, write.
I should paint, or sing again, or try something new.
I should do anything.
I wish I could understand more. All I do is think, it's all I can do. Heh, I don't do alot of much else lol. But, I heard on the radio today that a good way to be more like a genius is to let yourself just think. That's some good piece of mind.
Anyways, I'm going to go back to my movie.
-Ren
PS> Pet peeve of the day:
Females who decide Halloween is just a day to hootch it up and make themselves as whorey as humanly possible because they would not otherwise do it any other day of the year.
Granted, Halloween is a night to dress up and be someone you are not, but why not instead of being the dead whore bride of Alkatraz, try being a fluffy rabbit with more on than a bikini top and short shorts on? Or instead of being a wicked witch in a mini skirt and low cut top, try on some green face paint and a gross nose?
I mean, why can't these, often times, insecure women, compete for the most creative costume as opposed to who can have the best costume with the least falling out of it? And again, why can't these women find the courage to do this on a daily basis if they can do it for this annual evening?
We all, as women, are guilty of this. Maybe not so much as a Halloween thing, but we all want to feel sexy, and pretty, and we all want to be noticed - but when, for example, you're at a halloween party, dressed up as a vixen nurse, or a naughty nun, or a sex bopeep, and you're in a room where 2/3's of all the other women are dressed similarly, do you think you'll really have a good time trying to figure out who looks best? And when you're part of the majority, do you really think you're the one who's going to get noticed?
Think about it before you buy your halloween g-string this year.
PPS> In conclusion to my watching of Sophie's Choice... I have this to say.
Burn in hell motherfucking Nazi Bastards.
I have absoloutely no words.
Wow - I was in a decent mood while at school, now I'm sort of blah.
Somedays I wonder if my being content is more just me adapting to my surroundings.
I'm not going to get into it though.
Anyways, still broke as fuck. Luckily NCSB came in today and my OSAP papers should be in tomorrow - but I'm not going to hold my breath.
I should write more. Like, write, write.
I should paint, or sing again, or try something new.
I should do anything.
I wish I could understand more. All I do is think, it's all I can do. Heh, I don't do alot of much else lol. But, I heard on the radio today that a good way to be more like a genius is to let yourself just think. That's some good piece of mind.
Anyways, I'm going to go back to my movie.
-Ren
PS> Pet peeve of the day:
Females who decide Halloween is just a day to hootch it up and make themselves as whorey as humanly possible because they would not otherwise do it any other day of the year.
Granted, Halloween is a night to dress up and be someone you are not, but why not instead of being the dead whore bride of Alkatraz, try being a fluffy rabbit with more on than a bikini top and short shorts on? Or instead of being a wicked witch in a mini skirt and low cut top, try on some green face paint and a gross nose?
I mean, why can't these, often times, insecure women, compete for the most creative costume as opposed to who can have the best costume with the least falling out of it? And again, why can't these women find the courage to do this on a daily basis if they can do it for this annual evening?
We all, as women, are guilty of this. Maybe not so much as a Halloween thing, but we all want to feel sexy, and pretty, and we all want to be noticed - but when, for example, you're at a halloween party, dressed up as a vixen nurse, or a naughty nun, or a sex bopeep, and you're in a room where 2/3's of all the other women are dressed similarly, do you think you'll really have a good time trying to figure out who looks best? And when you're part of the majority, do you really think you're the one who's going to get noticed?
Think about it before you buy your halloween g-string this year.
PPS> In conclusion to my watching of Sophie's Choice... I have this to say.
Burn in hell motherfucking Nazi Bastards.
I have absoloutely no words.