Nov 30, 2004 22:19
Today was VERY cold... but a fun day... Trey picked me up after school and we met Jared, Casey, Levi, and Kenny at Levi's. Then we went to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. After that we went to the skate park and stayed there in the cold for like 2 1/2 hours. I got to see Bobby! I filmed them skating for a while and then it was only me, Trey, Jake, and Paul... so i decided to get my skateboard out, man i kicked some ass... I had a lot of fun with the guys. After that me n Trey came to my house and just chilled and he said i needed practice playin poker and so we layed in the living room and he showed me all this stuff. God its so damn cute when he wants to teach me new things. He's so into it. I love just being around him. He knows me "like the back of his hand" so he says, and its true. Every time i look at him i get a feeling that ive never felt and i never want him to leave. He never has turned his back on me when everyone left me and i had no friends, even when i would cry about things he only knew about, he sat there and just hugged me until everything was alright. I feel so safe with him and i dont feel that with anyone at all. I have completely opened up to him. He is everything to me... and i love him with all my heart. haha got a little side tracked... goodnight