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Adam, Taylor and Rachel are all back. Bret's coming Wednesday. So...we'll all be together again. And yet, for some reason while I feel like I should be excited, I'm scared out of my mind. Things havent been too great when this group has gotten together lately. It's really just...a shame, actually, that we can't make this work. TV critics and writers once labeled us as a tight-knit and supportive cast. What the hell happened to that? We're suppossed to be working on this.
I did, however, get to have a nice chat with Adam tonight. Not under the best circumstances, but a good Mischa/Adam heart-to-heart hasnt happened in a while. It seems like no matter what happens, the two of us still see eye-to-eye, and that means more than he knows, I think.
I do feel terrible for not being much help to him tonight. And I feel like such an ass for focusing on all my problems, forgetting that there's people like Adam who need shoulders to cry on and a hand for support as well. Maybe if we could all just stop thinking about ourselves, we could handle all of these issues together. Anyway, it was nice finally just talking about things with Mr. Adam tonight. It needs to happen more.
I love you tons, Adam Brody.
In other news: Rachel and Taylor. I have missed you both SO. MUCH. You have no idea. I don't think I've been myself without having you 2 around.
And Mr. Brad....what to say about you? Three little words were exchanged for the first time tonight, and I've never said them ever before in a way that holds this much meaning. I've never meant them before, and I didn't know what they meant. Now, I do. No one has ever made me feel so protected, so wanted, so special, so treasured....
I love you.
I did, however, get to have a nice chat with Adam tonight. Not under the best circumstances, but a good Mischa/Adam heart-to-heart hasnt happened in a while. It seems like no matter what happens, the two of us still see eye-to-eye, and that means more than he knows, I think.
I do feel terrible for not being much help to him tonight. And I feel like such an ass for focusing on all my problems, forgetting that there's people like Adam who need shoulders to cry on and a hand for support as well. Maybe if we could all just stop thinking about ourselves, we could handle all of these issues together. Anyway, it was nice finally just talking about things with Mr. Adam tonight. It needs to happen more.
I love you tons, Adam Brody.
In other news: Rachel and Taylor. I have missed you both SO. MUCH. You have no idea. I don't think I've been myself without having you 2 around.
And Mr. Brad....what to say about you? Three little words were exchanged for the first time tonight, and I've never said them ever before in a way that holds this much meaning. I've never meant them before, and I didn't know what they meant. Now, I do. No one has ever made me feel so protected, so wanted, so special, so treasured....
I love you.