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I don't really know how I feel right now.
Surreal.
Everything seems that way. I've had those final hugs, those final gazes. They don't feel final though. And I suppose they're really, well most, truely arn't. It's only a year.
What is this year anyways? I would normally have already played out an average day in my head by now, but I havn't. I don't even really have expectations. I don't even have my bags packed.
Jim says, "Let it roll baby, roll," and Jim, that's exactly what I'm doing.
Uncertainty is life.
And this year I'm just going to live.
Surreal.
Everything seems that way. I've had those final hugs, those final gazes. They don't feel final though. And I suppose they're really, well most, truely arn't. It's only a year.
What is this year anyways? I would normally have already played out an average day in my head by now, but I havn't. I don't even really have expectations. I don't even have my bags packed.
Jim says, "Let it roll baby, roll," and Jim, that's exactly what I'm doing.
Uncertainty is life.
And this year I'm just going to live.