13 facts
You don't even know how much it scares me. I know exactly... well.. exactly in a different manner, what you know. You and me... we are very much a like... in a terrifying yet oddly beautiful way. And so I keep my distance. Well.. I've always been one to keep my distance from everyone, we both know this... but never from you. And I know its for once out of love... but also out of fear. Fear for many things, but one particually which I havnt faced myself with, and now have been unable to take my mind of of. As I said, we are very similar in different ways. What's keeping me grounded... the truth is, I dont know, but I've never been one for stability, so how long am I going keep my footing? I don't even like thinking about it because it feels like whenever I do, my foot budges a little bit sooner than I think it could have held out. I miss you. I hate myself for what I'm doing... and I honestly do. Yet some how I keep telling myself, yea.. it was probably the best thing to do. Way to go miranda... push away another person that love you... i love that slow rotting on a warm day feeling. The only difference is that for once it's not one sided. fuck.. i love you so much and i'm so sorry.
So.. and now the tag. I tag shannon, jen and april
1.I love dressing up.. and do it often
2.rachel and i once wrote a bands name in our underwear at a concert and took them off with intentions to sell them as band merchandise.
3.I procrastonate.. all the time.
4.I want to have a one night stand with emily haines
5.When I was a kid, I use to wear my mom's clothes from when she was a kid
6.I can be very self concious
7.Change... I can't stay/do anything for a long period of time
8.I have big aspirations... but will most probably fail because I lack motivation
9.At Tony's birthday, when I showed up, i was given playboy bunny costume to wear... it was themed
10.When I worked at the turkey farm, I use to kick turkeys that got out of their pens over the high fence with one swift kick
11.I have a really bad temper
12.I drink green tea every morning
13. 13 is my favorite number
So.. and now the tag. I tag shannon, jen and april
1.I love dressing up.. and do it often
2.rachel and i once wrote a bands name in our underwear at a concert and took them off with intentions to sell them as band merchandise.
3.I procrastonate.. all the time.
4.I want to have a one night stand with emily haines
5.When I was a kid, I use to wear my mom's clothes from when she was a kid
6.I can be very self concious
7.Change... I can't stay/do anything for a long period of time
8.I have big aspirations... but will most probably fail because I lack motivation
9.At Tony's birthday, when I showed up, i was given playboy bunny costume to wear... it was themed
10.When I worked at the turkey farm, I use to kick turkeys that got out of their pens over the high fence with one swift kick
11.I have a really bad temper
12.I drink green tea every morning
13. 13 is my favorite number