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These last two days... up down. I've never been so roughly tossed through the spectrum of emotions in such short a time length. 2 days.
Lets just say.
I did get my g2.. beginnning in a angry rage, and ending ecstatic. The instructer was the most miserable lady I have ever met in my life. She made me feel as thugh I was being punished for having passed the exam.
Then I found out I got my new job, I go in to set up pay roll and get my uniform tomorrow morning.. and then I work 7am-7pm saturday and sunday. So I went out and bought a pair of steel tipped boots. They're fabulous. So, that worked out perfectly.
Then I had the crash and burn. One phone call. An hour of trying to keep stable, an hour of pure honesty. Then realization set in again and I broke down. Then the second call came, and stable wasn't even a word that existed to me anymore. It was scary... and honestly brutal. That ended with a doorbell. Then I had to pull myself together, and then planned a date with Jason for what would have been tonight.
Today was school.. I got to miss most of class by sitting in and watching a presentation for a fundraiser. Then I recieved all the samples he used in his presentation. That was nice. Then Steph called in art, said she was picking me up. She walked out with flowers in her hand for me. We both apologized, smoked a joint and went home. Then I watched beetlejuice.. and got ready for my date tonight. Kelly was suppose to stop buy and borrow some of my lingere for her romantic weekend with Jeremey, but she couldnt get a car, so she'll probably be around tomorrow.
The date was.. nice. I think thats the first 'second date' I've ever had, definately progression from how I use to be, I mean, I even waited until the second date to kiss him. That's impressive. But yea, so we went to Crabby Joe's... that was nice, we talked, then we went driving around cambridge to find a theatre that was playing the corpse bride... no luck so we drove to kitchener... no luck there either so we just went into williams (Jen, I thought of you at that point). However, while I was having such a nice time, I got another phone call. Missing in action. So I had to spend the rest of the night trying to push it out of my head and freaking out. I think I pulled this off very well. Other than more than a few silences, a lot of information was gained. I think he's still a little thrown off by the age... 17... 21... meh. What is age, but a number, a scale that isn't always accurate and most of the time unreliable. Then we drove home. I let him borrow the Against Me! cd.. and a brian froud book. Nice night. I better be seeing him again.. he does have my cd, and my book. I don't know.
Job setting up tomorrow morning.. so.. sleep is what I need now. After that, me and my grandma are going out for lunch and then to value village. I still need my highlighter pink bob wig.
Lets just say.
I did get my g2.. beginnning in a angry rage, and ending ecstatic. The instructer was the most miserable lady I have ever met in my life. She made me feel as thugh I was being punished for having passed the exam.
Then I found out I got my new job, I go in to set up pay roll and get my uniform tomorrow morning.. and then I work 7am-7pm saturday and sunday. So I went out and bought a pair of steel tipped boots. They're fabulous. So, that worked out perfectly.
Then I had the crash and burn. One phone call. An hour of trying to keep stable, an hour of pure honesty. Then realization set in again and I broke down. Then the second call came, and stable wasn't even a word that existed to me anymore. It was scary... and honestly brutal. That ended with a doorbell. Then I had to pull myself together, and then planned a date with Jason for what would have been tonight.
Today was school.. I got to miss most of class by sitting in and watching a presentation for a fundraiser. Then I recieved all the samples he used in his presentation. That was nice. Then Steph called in art, said she was picking me up. She walked out with flowers in her hand for me. We both apologized, smoked a joint and went home. Then I watched beetlejuice.. and got ready for my date tonight. Kelly was suppose to stop buy and borrow some of my lingere for her romantic weekend with Jeremey, but she couldnt get a car, so she'll probably be around tomorrow.
The date was.. nice. I think thats the first 'second date' I've ever had, definately progression from how I use to be, I mean, I even waited until the second date to kiss him. That's impressive. But yea, so we went to Crabby Joe's... that was nice, we talked, then we went driving around cambridge to find a theatre that was playing the corpse bride... no luck so we drove to kitchener... no luck there either so we just went into williams (Jen, I thought of you at that point). However, while I was having such a nice time, I got another phone call. Missing in action. So I had to spend the rest of the night trying to push it out of my head and freaking out. I think I pulled this off very well. Other than more than a few silences, a lot of information was gained. I think he's still a little thrown off by the age... 17... 21... meh. What is age, but a number, a scale that isn't always accurate and most of the time unreliable. Then we drove home. I let him borrow the Against Me! cd.. and a brian froud book. Nice night. I better be seeing him again.. he does have my cd, and my book. I don't know.
Job setting up tomorrow morning.. so.. sleep is what I need now. After that, me and my grandma are going out for lunch and then to value village. I still need my highlighter pink bob wig.