Life, Love, and the Pursuit of Happiness

[_minkous]

Tonight was ok ... i realized talking to friends how selfish we are and i kinda lean toward the philosophy that there is no selfless act except for what Jesus did and in evereything we do we expect glofication or some form of self gratification. so i think being the selfish people we are that we need to live our lives and do what makes us happy and content rather that sitting through half heartedly believing a concept and forcing ourselves to follow through. I also realized that no matter how many of us say that we dont want a relationship we are telling the biggest bullshit lie ever. Its only human nature to desire to be loved and accepted by the opposite sex and for those who live as though they dont need that love or interaction are just good at hiding what they really desire. So from here on i'm not gonna sit back and shield myself and say i am not in constant search of someone who makes me feel loved and complete im gonna try and acknoledge the exsistance of such a human desire and fullfill it to make myself happy. and even if i search for eternity ill only molding and formulating what characteristics and morals my one true love will have that god has set aside for me. So from here ill try and stay in constant search... and not sit in such mediocrity as those who sit and tell themselves these bullshit lies. And not give off the wrong impression , i will just admit that I AM A HYPOCRITE so do feel free to call me out on such things because it helps us become more of who we strive and aspire to be and dont ever feel hurt when this constructive critisism comes back cuz i have a lot held up lol jk but feel free to comment... GOOD NIGHT
DR. PHIL (minkous)