the calm before the wake
what is everything happening to me right now all at the same time. when is it going to stop and everything go back to normal.
i have been wondering if anyone even reads this. if not its ok b/c i think its been helping me to write it anyway. but if it helps a friend know how im fealing , or a stranger to see that they arnt the only one with problems like these. then at least im not doing it to do it.
im so confused. saddened, i wonder if i werent here who would miss me . and who would miss me that doesnt miss me now.
speak up or forever hold your ..........
i have been wondering if anyone even reads this. if not its ok b/c i think its been helping me to write it anyway. but if it helps a friend know how im fealing , or a stranger to see that they arnt the only one with problems like these. then at least im not doing it to do it.
im so confused. saddened, i wonder if i werent here who would miss me . and who would miss me that doesnt miss me now.
speak up or forever hold your ..........