dear god

[_mills_]

just as my dAy got better, i relized i wont be able to go to perform at the music halln cuz thats my last high school solo and ill fail if i dont go.
i talked to josh and hes like... him: i just can't do this anymore
i can't be your friend anymore Kelsey
baby3miller: i dont know what you want me to say, nor do i know what to say
him: don't say anything
him: except goodbye
baby3miller: im sorry
baby3miller: ill send you your stuff
him: goodbye
baby3miller: bye
him: no i mean goodbye
baby3miller: i know what you mean
him: as in, we won't talk again, ever
baby3miller: im sorry for that
baby3miller: i dont know
baby3miller: im sorry
him: for?
baby3miller: this
baby3miller: the fact that we cant be friends anymore
him: we never were
baby3miller: what?
him: i was just hanging onto the idea that maybe someday i could get you back
him: but i know i can't
baby3miller: i dont know what to say
him: okay
him: i hope you have a good life
baby3miller: take care of yourself
him: goodbye
baby3miller: bye

its his loss. I have legare now, and he wont treat me anyway like he treated me... his loss.