i'm the villian, and i should confess...
hey ya'll. how was everyone's monday? speedy proceeding a good weekend, i hope. so here we are: it's may second of 2005 and many of us are preparing to graduate and move on to other stages in our lives. as for me, i am happy about this... to an extent. it feels nice to be getting out of this place, but at the same time i know i'll miss it. of course, that's not to say i won't be returning. i'm open-minded and ready to embrace my next adventure, but i feel as though the one i'm on now isn't completely ready to meet its termination. i have come to the realization that i have burnt many bridges of my past... recent and far. luckily, my actions and words have become a construction crew, as my bridges are being rebuilt stronger than before. still, there is one bridge that i used to cross a lot that went ablaze a while ago. i go back to the site quite often, but even the ashes are washing away. on a different note, i have also been building new ties to people. while this is very fun, i fear they may snap come the time of departure. good-bye's are a part of life, but it's the part of life i have always rejected. one of these new ties seems to have me tangled up like the shoe lace of a 4 year old learning to tie his Keds. it's fun, but at the same time it's almost forboding. i fear clouds on a sunny day...
s m i l e.
.miller
s m i l e.
.miller