read the page, it's cold and dead

Mar 01, 2005 16:22

hey ya'll. happy first of march! i realized something today: as a senior, i have accumulated more friends in the past few months than i can account for! i'm not sure if that sentence makes sense, but you catch my drift. it's wierd that so many of these people, including myself, will be miles away in just a few months. i'm not saying this is a bad thing. in fact, i'm really glad to have gotten to know these fine folks. it makes the weekends a lot more interesting. anyway, over this past year i have also come to respect and admire certain things. for instance: art. when i say art, i dont just mean a canvas and some paint. i'm talking all kinds of art, any form of personal expression- whether it be drawing, writing, acting, composing music. you name it. i have a great respect for people who give their time into doing such activities. i, myself, am actually getting more and more into photography each day. also, i've begun to expand upon my writing. i used to stick with mainly lyrics and poems, but now i've branched off into stories and i'm currently working on a book. now of course, there's no saying if i'll actually finish it, but it's worth a shot. i can safely say that in this stage of my life i am happy. i'm currently not in a relationship, though that's not to say i haven't had the opportunity to be in one. i just find myself happier roaming about life without having any obligations to a certain person. also, i find no point in creating a bond with someone that will inevitably be broken. ironically, my view on this matter was completely different a few months ago. but that was then, and this is now. for all i know, someone will come along and change my mind again. only time will tell.

.love always.
.milhouse.
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