all it takes is some trying
hey ya'll. well, this is it, we have reached the termination of christmas break. it was good, nice and relaxing. i can't say i really did anything too exciting, but i have no problem with that. it was low key, which is fine by me. i dont even really care that we have school tomorrow. i'm in an untouchable state right now. i hope everyone else had a decent few days off as well. anyway, this is gona come way out of left field, but i dont really care cus this is my internet blip! i want to fall in love. no, wait, that's not even it. i just want to be in love right now. this is odd for me because i do not think it is possible to fall in love when you are 17, for me at least. but i dont care about that right now. i just want to have someone to call, and someone to call me. but it can be a casual thing, not like "i love you" "no, i love you more" blah blah blah. i'm not into that. i just want to feel something for someone who feels something back. does that make sense? or am i the only person who understands what i'm blabbing about. i want someone to fight with (but not like a serious fight, more of an arguement over something that really doesnt matter... like if midgets could be good at basketball or not). most importantly (this is something aly and i concluded after going to improv last nite), i want someone who can make me laugh. not laugh like "oh, that was o.k. funny, i guess i should chuckle so they don't feel bad", but true laughter. if someone can make you laugh, they can make you smile. isn't that what we all want, to have someone who can make us smile? maybe i'm just being a silly teenage girl, but maybe not. maybe i'm not alone on this at all. either way, i hope this love is out there and i hope it finds me. until then, i'll just dream it up in my mind and write about it so you crazy computer cats can read about it :)
<3 always
miller
<3 always
miller