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im really sad. im forcing myself to think positively and be happy though.
i just wish for once life could be good for a whole week. not one bad thing would happen for one whole week. i need a break, i really do. one bad thing ends and something worse comes along.
i NEED to be loved and told im loved...its weird ive never cared before but im like desperate to know im loved right now and im not sure why.
i just read the 6th Gossip Girls and its soo good! i read it in 2 days and now im reading the Perks of Being a Wallflower which is really good too. and after i read that im reading the third A-List book and then the most recent Gorgea Nicholson book. i have reading fases and i love it.
i want to go to the Queen Mary on thurday and not go to school on friday really bad...my mom said i could but i find out if im going tomorrow.
i got a new diary and its SO pretty. its like leather and it has 3 girls and these cool designs pressed on it and its got ribbon tied through the edges. i love it!
<3 mikaela