I said I didn't hate you

[_mighthavebeen_]

But I do. I hate you for hurting me this way. For treating me the way you did and made me think that i deserved it. I hate you because you didn't appreciate me as others would just as quickly give up everything for me. I hate you because you made me believe I meant something to you. I hate you because you lied to my face, every single day. Every single FUCKING day.

And what are you trying to accomplish by suddenly hinting all these things about being sorry? Want me back? While youre fucking that girl on what would have been our three year anniversary? Thank you for pointing out that today was June 1st. Ironic that I figured that out without you this time.

I said I didn't hate you... I'm still trying to spare your feelings... because I love you...

I hate myself...