My birthday wishlist
This list isn't for anybody. It isn't because this is what i expect from anyone because I kinda know that i won't get any of these things unless i get them myself.
1. An eisle. Cost as less as 19 dollars.
2. A keyboard, or better yet, a grande piano.
I'd love to recieve a personal lesson by gackt. teehee. I've never heard of someone so determined to be the best teach themselves that way. I'd love to learn from someone who has a passion for what they do. You can't keep going without a passion for something. My passion is for the art in life. Food, an art form that makes people happy, without prior knowledge or understanding.
3. Happiness. I hope to gain a friend or come to a state that I can be at peace.
4. I hope to not get totally drunk for someone else because that's what is expected on somone's 21st.
5. I secretly hope for a surprise but again, i don't expect, or now, probably will expect it. There is no surprise left.
6. To be able to go to sakuracon and akon and everything great. To be able to go to las vegas and visit gooberface before he leaves seattle because i hear it's beautiful.
7. A raise or promotion. Or a better job. And the will, AND encouragement from loved ones, to do well in school.
8. World peace. I was watching the news today and the first 6 or 7 breaking news had to do with someone dying or 'deadly' storm. Then it was straight to the wonderful weather we are to recieve this next week (Unnatural anchor man/woman smile). I'm tired of death and sadness and so many tears. I want to cry for these people that I don't even know. Is that my humanity seeping its way back into me?
16,18,21. There was never anything special about birthdays. What's to expect of the next one?