One month later...

[_midnight_wolf_]

I'm no longer waiting for an e-mail.
I'm no longer waiting for a phone call.
I'm no longer waiting for an explanation.

I was cut off like a dead limb.
Thrown away like a bad sock.

Left alone in the dark in more ways than one.
My crushed heart on the floor
it's broken pieces freezing in the cold of silence

I no longer care.
I have waited for some word for a month...
...all I've gotten is a short e-mail telling me she's not ready to talk to me...

and here I thought she actually valued me and my friendship...perhaps that was true once.
clearly my love is not something she desires.

I'm actually shaking as I type this...
   not with anger...
  not with sadness...
 just unexpressed raw emotion...

and now I am numb all the time