Jul 13, 2005 09:29
I'm so stressed out right now! Work and Home are just really starting to get to me!
Work - My boss albeit he's a good boss! So far I love this company... but he does some sly stuff to make his receivables work. I've been asking him since last Wednesday to get with me because I'm not quite sure about how the processes and procedures go. But apparently there are no smooth paved roads, they're all rutted up from no much hail! Or somethin like that! too many speed bumps, to many trees in the road. However you want to say it! So everyday since "we'll get together this afternoon" then "we'll get together tomorrow" and today guess what! He's out till Friday....... grrr! The other boss who isn't my boss but still has authority over me and gives me work to do. Came into my office this morning and was like was he gives me should take precedence over what everyone else gives me. Now I understand how important it is, but seriously everyone else who puts stuff on my desk also feels that their work is far more important than any thing too!
ok work vent over with!
Home - Bills suck!!!! and I can't pay any of them! Everybody and I mean everybody wants their money NOW! like right now! and I'm freakin cuz we have nothing! I think it'll get better soon though Strat's working... He was off for a month! a whole freakin month! I added the days up last night! I can't believe we've made it this long without being homeless yet!
Thank god I have a support system of family and friends to help me... and thank god for my ex husband he's the greatest ex husband a girl can have. lol! We were always better as friends we should never have gotten married. I had to ask him for my check early today. He said "leave that loser, I'll pay all your bills and you can be a housewife again" lol! He's so funny! (I don't think he was joking though) I told him I've made my bed, and although Strat and I have a lot of problems I still wouldn't be leave him. I think he knows that the love I have for Strat is totally different than the love I ever felt for him.... Strat understands my complications. Rob never did, he never got the wild side, never let me be me and always made fun of it.
HAHAHAHA... Anna (the Russian girl) just walked past my office and I caught her checking out her boobs as she walked.. it looked funny!
oh and I saw Santa Claus this morning driving a P.O.S in the lane beside me wearing a baseball hat. I so wanted to jump out at the next light and tell him I've been a good girl this year! Please don't forget about me!
alright.. I've wasted enough company time today... well considering I've been giving them 9 hours days for almost 2 weeks I'm sure they'll let it slide. Strat still hasn't gotten his truck back. He's suppose to call today about it and find out what the hold up is.
Later ya ole farts...
muah