Jun 16, 2005 16:53
Great! I haven't been wanting to delve to deep into my super personal info lately... but I'm scared to go home...
I'm scared to find out whats there...
Strat called, he finished work at 1 and has been hanging out with a homeless person in St. Augustine and he's DRUNK! He's been drunk everyday by the time I get home lately... every evening has been the same. I'm losing my attraction to him because he's always drunk and when your sober and your man is trying to make sloppy drunk moves on you and stinks of booze its not a turn on! I've been pissy with him the last few nights. I guess I've been putting on a front like its all ok... But I can't do it...
I'm so scared to go home right now... but I'm broke, and I don't want to tramatize the kids anymore than I need to!
what an ASS!