Aug 07, 2005 20:21
School,
it's starting. This year is going to suck ass. A lot of my friends
moved on from last year. Now I'm the senior, and I get to move on.
After school tomorrow, I'm going to the mall to pick up some Nine Inch Nails tickets.
I still need to pick up my schedule.
Fuck the schedule.
The schedule can eat my cock.
I need to clean my car out. That's fun, right?
Too fucked up to care anymore.
I flew to high and burnt my wings, lost my faith in everything.
It's going to be weird not seeing anybody there anymore. Something
tells me I should go back to Clay High. But then I realized, all my
friends from Clay already graduated.. didn't have too many friends who
were freshman.
Isn't it, funny how, everything you said would never change, is different now? Where the fuck were you?
Don't try to be the one person who'd stay, just to say they never left me.
You're too busy with your epitaph.
My flaws are the the only things left that's pure, can't really live,
can't really endure. Why does everything I see remind me of her? God I
wish I didn't care anymore. The more I touch the less I feel, I'm lying
to myself that it's not real. Why is everybody making such a big
fucking deal? It's not like I care anymore.
The needle tears a hole, that old familiar sting. I tried to kill it all away, but I remember everything.
Jezebel..
Something cold is forced inside Her, a tear spills down her cheek.
Stillborn songs of a dead dreamer, hymns of the needle freak.
With sunshine in Her hair, she smiles like she don't care.
Her dreams are liquid blue.
I cut myself again and again to remind myself of you.
Pantera, tape, desk, teacher, pissed. - Megan
Leading everyone out of class during after school detention. Manipulation is great..
Chevelle - Send the Pain Below... sounds like they want to get hit in the nuts... never liked chevelle.
I got my head, but my head is unraveling. Can't keep control, can't
keep track of where it's traveling. I got my heart, but my heart is no
good and you're the only one who's understood. I come along, but I
don't know where you're taking me. I shouldn't go, but your reach
dragging, shaking me. Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky.
The more I give to you, the more I die. - The Perfect Drug
You are the one I want and what I want is so unreal.
My soul is so afraid to realize, very little is left of me.
KORN... no other band can bring more emotion to my heart than korn.. I
have them burnt into my right arm, I did it before ninth grade began.
Clown, Pretty, BBK, Shoots and Ladders, Faget, Helmet in the Bush,
a.d.i.d.a.s, All in the Family, Blind, Divine, Freak on a Leash,
Somebody Someone, Got the Life, Corners of My Mind, Trash, Daddy,
Balltongue and much much much much much much much much much more have
shaped my mind.
Chamber Music..
PaEgAn Terrorism Tactics.. When the Kite String Pops.. Acid Bath - RIP
The Hangman's Daughter.. Agents of Oblivion
Electronic Demonic.. Bile
Pray for War - SOAD
Disciple.. Skeletons of Society.. Slayer
Slipknot.. just.. slipknot
Mushroomhead.. orgasmic
Judgment - Hatebreed
Money is the new path to racism.