sigh
crushed? and i dont even know why...
im so bored with everything. and i hate the word bored. i need to go away somewhere...not really by myself but i think i need to. the only problem is theres nowhere i can go by myself, and im not quite the independant soul i would like to think i am in order to leave. what the hell am i suppose to do next year? so scared. so sad. =( sniffle.
3rd quarter has begun and so we enter the countdown to the end. i don't like endings. im not really an ending person? i dislike saying goodbye to people and i hate when everything changes. i don't like how i minimize everything into 3 months when i could be looking at it as 70+ days...does eveerything seriously need to have an number attatched to it!??!! plz explain this to me.
birthday's coming up woohoo for good news. i just want to go to the city or something. i don't want to have to celebrate it w/ everyone i know b/c i dont really like everyone i know. oh my god im so damn pessimistic today. what happened to me?
it's monday and i need a job.
im so bored with everything. and i hate the word bored. i need to go away somewhere...not really by myself but i think i need to. the only problem is theres nowhere i can go by myself, and im not quite the independant soul i would like to think i am in order to leave. what the hell am i suppose to do next year? so scared. so sad. =( sniffle.
3rd quarter has begun and so we enter the countdown to the end. i don't like endings. im not really an ending person? i dislike saying goodbye to people and i hate when everything changes. i don't like how i minimize everything into 3 months when i could be looking at it as 70+ days...does eveerything seriously need to have an number attatched to it!??!! plz explain this to me.
birthday's coming up woohoo for good news. i just want to go to the city or something. i don't want to have to celebrate it w/ everyone i know b/c i dont really like everyone i know. oh my god im so damn pessimistic today. what happened to me?
it's monday and i need a job.